{"id":1498,"date":"2026-04-08T11:44:37","date_gmt":"2026-04-08T11:44:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/?page_id=1498"},"modified":"2026-04-08T15:13:55","modified_gmt":"2026-04-08T15:13:55","slug":"drawing-a-fine-line-situated-knowledge-and-embodied-return","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/?page_id=1498","title":{"rendered":"Drawing a Fine Line: Situated Knowledge and Embodied Return"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>This practice-led PhD, situated at the Research Centre for Arts and Learning at Goldsmiths, University of London, centres on the Huastecan Female Ballplayer \u2014 a life-sized female athletic sculpture discovered outside Veracruz, Mexico around 1971 and not publicly exhibited until 2024. She is the only known life-sized representation of a female Huastecan athlete on record. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_3902.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"792\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_3902-792x1024.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1518\" srcset=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_3902-792x1024.jpeg 792w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_3902-232x300.jpeg 232w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_3902-768x992.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_3902-1189x1536.jpeg 1189w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_3902-1585x2048.jpeg 1585w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_3902.jpeg 1923w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Photograph by Melina Merlin, 2024<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Through embodied drawing, painting, critical fabulation and somatic encounter, this research refuses the colonial misreadings that have governed her archival trajectory \u2014 and asks what forms of knowledge become possible when the body, movement and relational accountability are treated as legitimate epistemological sites rather than noise to be filtered out before serious scholarship begins.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"873\" src=\"http:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6232-1024x873.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1501\" srcset=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6232-1024x873.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6232-300x256.jpg 300w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6232-768x655.jpg 768w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6232-1536x1310.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6232-2048x1747.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">ACL: Charcoal, Ink, Pencil, Acrylic, Oil on Linen, 220&#215;240, 2026<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This research asks what it costs when Indigenous female bodies are absent from the archive \u2014 not as an academic abstraction, but as a lived condition. Who decides which bodies receive sustained scholarly attention? Whose athletic, ceremonial and cultural life gets theorised, and whose gets filed under &#8220;probably a woman&#8221; in a bracket with no evidence behind it?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_5677-scaled.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"883\" src=\"http:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_5677-1024x883.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1502\" srcset=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_5677-1024x883.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_5677-300x259.jpg 300w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_5677-768x662.jpg 768w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_5677-1536x1325.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_5677-2048x1766.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Return to the Pitch: Pastels, Acrylic, Oil on Linen, 190&#215;170 cm, 2025<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This is also a research project about girls. About what happens to a body that grows up without figures of identification in galleries, museums or curricula. About what it means to find the missing pillar yourself \u2014 through an internet search, through a flight to Chicago, through five days drawing on a gallery floor \u2014 and to build something permanent so the next girl doesn&#8217;t have to look so hard.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"672\" src=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_7257-1024x672.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1504\" srcset=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_7257-1024x672.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_7257-300x197.jpg 300w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_7257-768x504.jpg 768w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_7257-1536x1007.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_7257-2048x1343.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Pitch: Oil Stick on Canvas, 122&#215;152 cm, 2026<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_7252.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"674\" src=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_7252-1024x674.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1505\" srcset=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_7252-1024x674.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_7252-300x198.jpg 300w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_7252-768x506.jpg 768w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_7252-1536x1011.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_7252-2048x1349.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Rebirth: Oil Stick on Canvas, 122&#215;152 cm, 2026<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The research led me to study the Ballplayer Figurines in the Sainsbury Centre collection. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_5220-scaled.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_5220-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1520\" srcset=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_5220-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_5220-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_5220-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_5220-1536x2048.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_5220-scaled.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Photograph by Melina Merlin, 2025.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Here, these drawings are a dream of animation: the figurines break free from their display cases \u2014 stepping out of the cabinet and back into life. The works draw on an indigenous perspective to consider what it might mean for these figures to inhabit space on their own terms, outside the confines of the museum vitrine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6309-scaled.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"814\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6309-814x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1514\" srcset=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6309-814x1024.jpg 814w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6309-238x300.jpg 238w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6309-768x967.jpg 768w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6309-1220x1536.jpg 1220w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6309-1627x2048.jpg 1627w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6309-scaled.jpg 2034w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Play Ball 1: Acrylic, Pastels on Canvas, 152&#215;122 cm, 2026<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6304-scaled.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"818\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6304-818x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1515\" srcset=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6304-818x1024.jpg 818w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6304-240x300.jpg 240w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6304-768x962.jpg 768w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6304-1227x1536.jpg 1227w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6304-1635x2048.jpg 1635w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6304-scaled.jpg 2044w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Play Ball 2: Acrylic, Pastels on Canvas, 152&#215;122 cm, 2026<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6307-scaled.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"828\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6307-828x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1516\" srcset=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6307-828x1024.jpg 828w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6307-243x300.jpg 243w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6307-768x950.jpg 768w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6307-1242x1536.jpg 1242w, https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_6307-1656x2048.jpg 1656w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Play Ball 3: Acrylic, Pastels on Canvas, 152&#215;122 cm, 2026<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This practice-led PhD, situated at the Research Centre for Arts and Learning at Goldsmiths, University of London, centres on the Huastecan Female Ballplayer \u2014 a life-sized female athletic sculpture discovered outside Veracruz, Mexico around 1971 and not publicly exhibited until 2024. She is the only known life-sized representation of a female Huastecan athlete on record. &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/?page_id=1498\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Drawing a Fine Line: Situated Knowledge and Embodied Return&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":552,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-1498","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1498","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1498"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1498\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1521,"href":"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1498\/revisions\/1521"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/552"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/melinamerlin.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1498"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}